Sometimes we can't trust anyone just like that!!

One day, a girl who I loved most could easily tell me that how lucky she is for having me.. but the next 3 days, when I asked whether if there's anybody who more attractive and she felt very fit with this person, she would leave me for that man. That's such an honest line that came from her... I can't blame this on her or curse myself, I should admit that I'm not smart, I'm not a basketball team, I'm not as nice as someone that she dreams all the night... I could feel that she wants to be my girl just because I give her more attention than anybody else, but when that man has come to her life, she won't be hesitate to catch up her dream..

Fortunately, in any weeks I won't be in the same city, so it means I don't have to break my heart much deeper for her. Once, I ever had my faith in her, that I would spend my good and bad days in my life only with her,but since she told me that thing, I did some reflections and I realized that this relationship only a intermezzo, it's way too far from what I expect and hope!!

But anyway,thanks to you, God!! You have give your grace for knowing her further eventhough it's only for a while.. I very had a good time with her, but she doesn't believe me, she doesn't feel the same way as mine.

I was wrong to put all my love, my trust, my attention to her. I should be wiser and smarter..
It hurts me a lot to hear from her that there's still a space in her heart for another man...